I DON"T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL....well.....i wouldn't mind seeing real life ppl again (hahaha = hint to what i did all holidays, except for the few times I stepped OUT of the house)

AND GUESS WHAT??? I HAVEN"T READ THAT STUPID BOOK! YAY....even caitlin said she got somewhere in that book.....AIII SUPID, coz u know what? I half promised myself I'd read it before tomorrow. You know why I say "half promised" instead of "promise" itself?? COZ THEN I ONLY HALF FAILED hahaha....yeah, I know..it is about time i went back to school, my brains fried..but not from doing work, NO WAY MAN, NO WAY.

and you know what else??.......i'm gonna fail lit.....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!! AND CHEM!!! BIIIIG WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

i love dumping lit shit all over lj, its great... haha, now you guys have to read it

feel the love people, and I shall offer more of my love when I see you darlings tomorrow!!

you know what a really funny picture is?? imagined me in anime form clutching my front door with my mum pulling my out of the house by my legs, HHAHA....mmm......hic

i hate living so freaking far away from everyone. mum just uses it as another reason for me not to go to things i always want to go to. wat's the fucking deal with never letting me do anything. the only other reason i'm not allowed to go is coz they think there'll be crazy people there because it's from 8.30 to 12. it's not even fucking late! plus, i've only be WOKRING with these people from for the last fucking 12 weeks.

i fucking hate it all.....they don't even let me sleep over at other people's places. i'm seventeen. everyone else gets to go to ball afters, WIZ afters, random parties on the weekend. 2 posts ago i was happy i didn't have to deal with school.....i take it back...i can't even go out to these things....

seriously....some ask me out..i really need to go out...soon

omg guys, FUNNIEST thing happened just then. my skype account was on, and some random from some part of the world added me and we started a chat.

goes something like this:

me: where're u from
them: tunisia, i was doing research in trannies, so i saw your name and wanted to meet you
me: ok, and why are you doing research on "trannies"?
them: i think shemales are soo nice, and i think trannies just soo nice
me: ..i'm afraid i don't understand what you mean
them: whats tran to you
me: tran is my surname
them:..oh yeah, nice
me: what is tran to you?
them: oh...its got a bad definition
me: lol...well, i had that feeling
them: i am so sorry
me: no, its ok, just know that alot of asian people have the surname "tran"
them: ok, thats so sweet, thankyou, i should put on the world search next time as well

thats the basic jist of it. i found it hilarious. and you know what? the only reason why they added me was because my username stated: "David Tran", pahahha, my brother wont hear the end of this!

btw: this one's for hanusia coz she knows it:
what do you call tran's tight vest? a transvestite!

no guys, shuddap, i'm NOT making fun of myself......hehehe

I"M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

wiz is going to be awesome. you guys don't know what you're missing. or what you will be missing should i rather say. i'm très excited.

gosh, i can understand why mr k is always on the look about for good trumpeters.....even hot ones , squee, does that guy know he's being talked about that MUCH! (<-did not mean mr. k) heeeeeeeee, hehe, the mic technician is kinda cute too, but we're still deciding if he's gay or not. he has that look about him.

aww, i love hearing trumpets when they're played well, and when you're up close, and close to becoming deaf its even better. thats the only way i get through my sax lessons btw :D its great.

sometimes its fun to drown people out, other times its even better to be drown out by them

the saxophone is a very cool instrument. i think people should love it like love is

everybody wants to be like *insert you name here*

everybody thinks that she's/he's a staaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrr

----

everyone knows that i made that song for myself, mwaahahhahaha!! umm...well...no, not really, but it was truly funny to see people's reactions when i sang that nice and loudly for them today. they thought i was strange for calling them stars. i don't think anyone took it to think they were being complimented, more as if i was on something : water. teeHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

strange world

Guys check out this video - its a routine from America's So You Think You Can Dance 2 - 2006. The dancers are Ivan and Allison.

I thought I might share it....because thats the kind of guy I want to find...so I can dance with him, just like that.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r-iI5OTPhaY&NR

I don't know how to put the video on the post, so you'll just have to go to the link, but its worth checking out. The couple are such great dancers.

So do.

continue watching heroes. by ep 8, take or give one or two eps, the guy who use to play doctor who comes in. that is if you didn't know already. he's quite striking. i like his char. has ability to be invisible. he throws the nurse guy (who at first can fly) off a 30 m building. mm...who knows what may have happened????

HEY HI HO!!

Me is back in Aus. ZOMG, how late does it get dark here? Its almost scarwy.

Well, Tarni did my layout for me, so please check it out!! Cos I love it muchly. Very muchly.

I dunno how to put my username URL up, so you'll just have to click my username, lol.

Lots of love, my people, contact me if you want.

Nat xox

Me copy

( my xmas stocking )

Hiya hunies,

I've just re-cooped on all the lj posts and I felt like i needed to post, coz
I'm missing being part of it all (although its true i dont even post that
often)....sssSSSHHHHHH

ok, dot points.

*Ball - So, I saw Franny's post, I saw Nushy's post and voilà, my
response.......IM IN FRANCE AND I'LL HAVE LESS THAT TWO WEEKS WHEN I GET BACK TO
FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL IM GONNA DO AND WHAT DRESS IM GONNA WEAR AND WHO I'M
BRINGING............*cries*...why cant i bring one my french guy friends back
with me to take....they're so nice......u gotta come here and MEET some of these
people...ils sont tres
gentils...and........................CUTE...lol.....*depressed*..........y cant
there be any good guys in Aus.......these guys look like 18 year olds, are as
nice as girls (meaning theyre REALLY nice) and have the spirit of 16yr old guys.
theres no one that i know that are like them in Aus...but then again..i dont
know many guys in Aus - plus, most of them are not bad looking at all *
stumped*.
You people are even COUNTING DOWN to the ball...if i find a nice dress here,
which would prolly be doubly the price in aus anyway....well, i dunno if theres
even a chance of that...myself, i dont even care if i go without a partner. im
not going with someone who cant dance and will just hover the whole night, most
people knew that b4, but i really learnt that at the two dinner dances this
year. and i doubt ill find someone in only the 2-5 weeks when i get back. stuff
that. and I aint missing my bloody yr 12 ball just coz i dont have someone i'll
need to look after anyway. who ever cant find someone cant take me......:D

Sorry...that point ended up being bit of a rant...... NEXT

*I'm triply glad that Nushy's gotten Tarni-kuns into WICKED, cos WICKED is the
WICK-EST thing (thats WICKED) thats around!! :D

*My host family's really wonderful. My host sister's our age and her half-bro is
14, but might as well be a 17 yr old, coz an Aus exchange student freind of mine
has the hots for him anyway ( he's like 20cm taller than me) ...and plays
soccer...and...hes a really good cook ...^^ . My host parents are great, they
always give me the freedom to do whatever and are easy on me when it comes to
speaking. School is good when Im sitting to the right people, and most of the
time i am. i dont think im benifitting from school much though - french wise. i
do econs and geography and french, as well as english and maths. the first 3
mention..lets just say anything spoken in those classes goes straight over my
head, and the teachers' handwriting on the board is , as well as in french, hard
to make out, so i really dont understand at all. hopefully will benifit my
listening tho...i hope...
as ive mentioned, i have guy friends, and dont forget the gal friends also, and
every person that talks to me is really nice and does their best to help me
understand. only thing ive actually had to make an effort to addapt to is that
smoking. basically everyone, people younger, people same age and older smoke.
even at school. only outside though of course. im ok with it now. at irst i
kinda freaked out though, lol.

*so...im guess people might be abit bored now eh..considering its summer....and
holidays...and christmas coming.....well, i dont have photoshop over here, or at
my host family's place, and im dying to change my lj thing, and im sorry
tarni..i just remembered that i never actually replied to you offer ages
ago.....*lowers head in guilt* anyway, its just an offer to make me a new
page..if you want to, ill send you my password and you can make it over all you
like. right now its like brown and yellow, dont ask how it got that way. ugh...

*OHHH and TARNI, I SAW YOUR AVATAR...its like...CHRISTINA, tarni, nush, anyone
who wants to make me avatars, or share them. me would be truly grateful. *
christina * WICKED * ill think up more late :) - if you feel like or if any of
you are that bored tat is.

*my bro told me my results from my exams and the report. did anyone else really
really reall stuff up? i know i did.

*lastly, i want people to tell me if that really want anything in particular,
cos i wanna buy stuff for people......for chrissy...for my return....but
hopefully stuff not costing too much..for my sake that is...

ill stop now, the bell went 5 mins ago,

all my love my people

missing you all as well,

yours truly and always and forever,

bisous

Nat nat xox

"It will be fine leave all of your cares and dreams behind"

pahahha, young divas yesterday, at rehearsal for the opening or telethon, they didn't now their words and instead of "leave all of your cares and stress behind" ricki lee sang "leave all of your cares and dreams behind". quite funny, but they're pretty good live. i'll say that ^^

everyone was running around and when some random home and away stars walked past they'd all be squealing - *put on nic'a tone* insignificant beings.

i just posted this coz lj looks empty since there're no border posts..its quite sad...i've checked like 5 times since sinead's last post, and no one's posted ANYTHING

so there, deal with it.

Zomg...i love this, we're all saying how little homework we've done this hols and ITS AMAZING. i must admit, i feel quite relieved as well that i'm not the only one.

BUT, you know what, I THINK THIS CALLS FOR A TOAST

*brings out pieces of toast with champagne for the elegant, vodka for nushy & the heavier drinkers, rum for the pirates and red cordial for myself*

*sips cordial in the corner and giggles*

cheers y'all, to the least productive holidays i've - or may i say we've - ever had

i'm geting the hang of this *g*

i'm in love with a simple little flower that grows on the side of the grey path...

what uniform are ppl wearing back to school? i just wanna make sure i'm in fashion you know? there're 2 diff uniforms that we can wear. i wanna be one of the cooler ppl on the day. *grins* no..i mean *g*

telethon's coming up. i'm in the opening and closing...and some other tap routine, but you don't want to see them. coz i suck, and i hope i don't get caught on camera.

umm...i'm following nushy and everyone else who has it and going for my learners test on monday. i beter pass that blimmin test or i'll kick the bald headed dude in the nu....i'll punch the bald headed dude in the face who turned me away for forgetting to get the consent form signed by my mum.

umm....no...i haven't done hw, no i haven't done dreaded long essay, theres 5% chance i'll get gatsby read by the end of this hols, well, i'll try.

and currently, i'm having the most cheeriest convo w/ nana on msn.

and like.....omg..i can't believe you just did that...do you have...like the biggest crush on me like...EVA???

umm....ummm.....ummmm......please say yes...pahhahahah JUST JOKING...wow.....hols are really getting to me...wish it could last forever.... oh well

come one, come all for a little ray of sunshine.

sunshine's my word.

SUNSHINE - SA NA SHY NA

AND RABU FOR EVERYBODY xoxo

THIS IS MY SPAM SANDWICH, GET YOUR OWN

GET IT? SPAM? I'M THE SPAMMER TONIGHT, PAHAHHAHAHAH WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *COUNTS SHEEP* ONE...TWO....FIVE.....EIGHT.....FORTY-SEVEN......SIXTY-NINE.....MMMM.......CURRY EGG SANDWICHES.......MMMMMMMMMMMM........SHEEP.......baaoughybllaaaaaaaggggg *is trodden on by woolly animals that smell like grass and farm* ooohh...woooooooooollll...grasss..........fffaarr...zzzZZZZZZ

Um, well, I saw this cat the other day,
A tiny little thing,
And tried calling it to me,
But rather...it went the other way.

What can I say?
I was truly, utterly bewildered.
Only wanted to pat the thing.
And off it went, it ran away!

So I kept on walking,
Along that path, down the street, and up a hill,
‘Till I found somethin’ inter’stin’
A tree, with a lot of fruit.

What can I say, spontaneous, huh?
I’d never seen it before,
So I grabbed some fruit,
And sat there munching for a juicy while

I was bored as hell,
So I continued sitting,
Until I woke up the next day,
And found a furry ball next to me.

Guess who? A cat, a tiny little thing,
That looked very oddly familiar,
So I pushed it aside, and got myself up,
Walking off to see what spontaneity
This new day could bring.

mmm.....fun read huh? i'm glad you like it, coz i know you do. wrote it like 3 months ago. as i went along all the poetic patterning got as spontanious as the amount of times i used that word in the poem..um....2.

ZOMG, i'm like *squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* ok, i haven't read the book, and i'd only watched a couple of episodes of the old series at.. i think it was sinead's house when tarni brought them over, but, OMG, i watched the newest version - with Keira Knightly - of Pride and Prejudiced tonight and kuuuuwaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! I think i've become a hopeless romantic again...i really need to steal the book off one of you ppl sometime, i think sinead's got a copy and/or tarni, but i'll leave her to her thailand for now :P

also why i posted was i need someone to explain to me if thats how Jane Austen finishes the story with the couple kissing or being given consent to marry. i don't get why one night Mr Darcy's aunt comes to make sure Elizabeth isn't engaged to Mr Darcy, and Elizabeth says theres no way she'd ever marry him, and then the next morning when the couple meet, she agrees to his love and then both ask for consent to marry from Elizabeth's father. Is this an unresolved issue thats resolved in the book??

I remember at the beginning of the year, Ms McManus said that she watched it and said the man who plays Mr. Darcy "is.....divine" oh dear me, i must sorely agree, i watched the movie once, and then again but only the parts that he was in w/ elizabeth. gaaaahhh!!! i don't care what people think, HE'S ALMOST AS CUTE AS AN ANIME CHARACTER!!! WAAAAAAAAAAHHHH...

Supurbly Crazy. hahaha ;)

why do you care what others think of you
why do you need people to know your pain
why would you smile when you don't feel it underneath
why would you care for someone who cares about nothing
why would you blame yourself if someone was killed out of their own cause

how can you find happiness when everyone around you wants to die
how can you not hurt someone when they're already hurt
how can you tell someone there is a point in achieving their dreams when they only know they'll be dust in 100 yrs
how can you make someone who hates life love it
how can you show someone the meaning of love when you don't know it
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
( the problem to the next resolution )
~ ~ ~ ~ ~

the answer? don't get me wrong...i'm guessing here...
it just does; i just do; because; thats the fucking way it is.

( a non literary way to continue a good conversation = my point )
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
y don't u just think about urself for once, and be happy. hah, thats probably the hardest question to fulfil the out of the whole lot right?

Spring time and flowers bloom in my garden. I wanted to share. I took the pictures and made the words.

Please do have a look.

http://ic3.deviantart.com/fs12/i/2006/266/c/f/Colours_of_Spring_by_kami_kara.jpg

I believe in love at an innocent heart,
In the times of joy and sorrow also...
Its that vivid memory
Of a springtime romance.

Lastly, i wanna see which flower ppl like the most, coz i'm curious.